Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in kuru_na's LiveJournal:

Friday, August 17th, 2007
4:30 pm	dont' call it a comeback Nikkkaaazzzzzzzddddddffffffffftt I dunno who actually reads this bullshit, and I say that a lot because I know no one looks at my lj, however, this is an update on me. I'm broke, no longer selling L or XO because my friend fucked me in the asssssssss kinda. Now all I do is party all night and try to keep my life taped together during the day. I got a bunch of bitches with "you're going to jail" written on they forehead comin after me, but hey niikkaa lemme withold the resssssssssolve to keep them away! I needs a bitch my age who can understand a black man's struggles, and I need some money......but yeha austin texas again! 3 months in the making and I'm already a fuckin p i m p. Things are good, could be better, but w/e. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 22nd, 2007
4:46 am	Okay so like here's my life as of now. I hardly write in here often, and no one reads it anymore (l o l) but I'm gonna act like someone reads this shit for once lol! well...I'm a complete alcoholic! And due to my lack of moneyz I'm anorexic too! (oh yeah and I love fallout boy WEWWWOOOO) My fiancé and I broke up a week or so ago I don't even remember and I'm sure everyone knows their fair share of details from both parties. I just want to state right now that I'm sorry for wasting my love on a person who doesn't want it and trying to make them do likewise...ESPECIALLY when like there's much better people for the both of us (I'm not mentioning names). At first, I was devastated, but now I'm completely fine! It's so strange how stupid you can be over love! I was honestly considering to give up on love and shit but like I'm already starting to become infatuated with a girl more loyal to the reich. But honestly, if she didn't like magically appear descending from the sky atop a jagDpanther with the light of the fuhrer the day China destroyed me, I probably would've lost hope in Hitler! I KNOW like WTF is wrong with me?!?!! It does a german good to have a little ego boost here and there, but when someone is that fucking hot, the ego-rating skyrockets and Kumori becomes closer and closer to actual happiness! Not any of that semetist smile factor, just PURE ayrian GOODNESS!~ Right now...I feel like I've finally grown out of my hopeless stage. Thanks kat, thanks for giving me this curse! Because now I have +15 to my constitution and wisdom, and on my way to the fatherland! I'm really going to stop drinking for a week. I don't believe it either. But it's getting old fast, and I don't want to let my favorite past time go to waste! I already failed teh herbz but maybe I can save alcohol! Important things to keep in mind! Jesus is a money grubbing snake in the grass! Hitler is real! Allah never answers prayers Ami tofuo loves me! The virgin mary is a metaphor for how american sluts look in comparison with japanese school girls. I LOVE Ad__lf. but not as much as I love someone else >;D (may the fuhrer forgive me) (Comment on this)
Friday, April 13th, 2007
10:42 pm	Man. Fuck. My car's being a jew. Everything is really fucking stupid. I'm completely strapped on cash and I've extended myself more than people care to think about. Everyone's telling me how I was teh dick and how I did everything wrong...well probably...buttfuck man I don't even know. I shouldn't have driven kat back to chicago that second time...if I didn't my car woudl've been fine long enough for me to get my finances back in check...FUCK this shit man. Oh well. I met a really cool person recently, its always good to find that you can connect with so you don't feel quite so alone...haha but this person I connect with like clockwork man its sweet <3. I am so fucking exhausted, I think I'm going to get back to shivering isles and get away from reality for a few hours (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
12:19 am	hehe Well like, today was really uneventful...hey I finally did a test! I'm going to try to start doing two a day next week if I can, gotta get used to one a day again this week...if I can do it right good things might happen after I get my diploma. I tried out for Mifune Kyosuke's band...he said he was impressed on how I am on guitar, and I got a spot ^^. He said now there is not going to be lead guitar since we will both be the best guitarists ever, XD. He's a pretty cool fellow, we agree a lot on guitar and he is older than I am. He's black and japanese, how cool is that? I got to talk to Mia today, but I was sorta out of it because we were in a chatroom with that um..Faith person. Then came that guy who kept bragging about getting laid. lol, it was funny...to me anyway. I like her a lot, but I guess I always have she just always pushed me away...until now for some reason. Makes me very suspicious =o! I don't get to talk to Shannon much anymore, I guess it's because I'm not much of a talker...and I guess she doesn't feel like talking to me so heh, I guess that works out. I'm a conceited bitch X_X. I'm getting faster on the guitar ^^;; and more accurate too, yay...hopefully I can be really good by the end of the year. Current Mood: contemplative (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
10:50 pm	lala Okay blah I worked on a goddamn exam that took all motherfucking day, but I'm proud of myself ^__^. Dora was nice enough to help me despite her condition, and she helped me a lot. lol...two people drew pictures of me isn't that something? Makes me feel special ^__^. I tried to draw something today and it turned out decent I guess...just got tired of it, but I think it's how I wanted it. I feel very artistic right now...I've been writing a lot and made up some strangely enough...cool riffs! Jasper was all pissed and shit because he doesn't like to hear me playing guitar (at least what I play is semi-coherent...he's always banging on my gretsch like it's a bitch who's been holding out on him and he has the nerve to get mad at me when I ask him not to hit her so hard...) Talking with James, Dora, Shina, and Mia today kinda reminded me that some people have actually been there for me...though I feel like Shina is falling away from me. No worries, whatever. Everyone was all screaming today (as usual ^_^) and like for once I was not the object of everyone's anger. Regardless, everyone still found someway to channel their hate towards me haha. It's okay, I'll just soak up the emotions and turn them into art ^^...or a pathetic attempt at art. Ah that bullshit david came and bitched at me for not keeping a regular schedule >_>...what the fuck? Goddamn bastard should be at work now! Not here bitching at me. Bastard thinks I'm up here playing goddamn computer games. I haven't fucking played a goddamn video game for like...a goddamn month! All I've been doing is like working on goddamn school motherfucking work and he's like got the nerve to fucking tell me to get MY ass into gear? Tellin me I'm asleep all day and bullshit?!? Man just because I sleep late O_o...but I'm usually up before his ass that's for sure. Everyone keeps complaining about having a big butt today O_o...I wish I had a big butt Y_Y. I don't want to hear anymore bitching today, I do my work, I clean the house, I do what I'm told (well the reasonable stuff)...I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! It's not enough that I gotta hold my own weight around here for my parents, they want me to hold them up too! Tellin me to get a job so they don't have to work as much o_O, man I work when we really can't afford to pay our rent and stuff, but the only reason they running a little low on money is because they don't know how to fucking spend it. Spend 2000 dollars on a goddamn jacket then go out and buy the most expensive infiniti, buying all this new furniature (which I don't understand at all because they are never usually home)...so now I'm supposed to support them? lmfao I'll just sit here and watch the bill collectors repo our shit, doesn't bother me. David already said my ass is out of the house before summer, so hah! Like I'm going to do anything for him. Current Mood: creative (2 Comments |Comment on this)